I am thankful for:
For Jamie, when I asked if he was lonely this Christmas since we were all alone, he said "I have you here. How could I be lonely."
For a daughter that whatever I did wrong in or to her life, she made it all right.
For breathing in and out
and I talked to Don tonight. I am so happy that he got to call me on Christmas. I could hear how happy he was to hear my voice.
I am thankful that I can make him happy.
My wishes for the new year (I'll start my list now!):
That next Christmas, we will be near our daughter and family. I want to be near Toyoji. I want to be near Kasey. I want to be near Mom. At least on the same fuckin' coast. thank you
I want to lose weight and quit smoking, Sheeeesh, both of those in one breath. Already feel defeated. Stop it, can't think like that.
