i thought if i didn't blog about it, it would go away
and not come back into my head anymore
it didn't work and it's been a week
i'm dreaming about Don but not anything in particular
i just remember him at certain times in our lives
some nights, i can't sleep because i'm flooded with memories
then i get a real tight knot in my chest and my eyes well up with those damn alligator tears
and today, it's happening during the day..... more often than before
i can't get my head around it
like i can't get my head around him being gone
no matter what anyone says or what i read, he's gone.
i can't feel him
i don't know if he thinks about me
i don't know if he is watching me
i want to believe so many different things but....
i can't get my head around them
