first, i have to do what I feel I have to do. there have been many times in my life that i should have made a "different" decision. i know that now. so NOW i have to follow my gut and my heart. i will have no regrets.
second, i will not do anything that could cause a write up or termination of visitation. nuff said.
third, because i can't control so many things in my life right now, i am giving up trying to fix it ALL
this is not to say that i "give" up but it means i don't let it consume me anymore.
i'm going to let it go.. and just breath more
stress is a dangerous emotion
