when the social worker called this morning said he talked to the doc (amata) and they are going to see if they can control ths swelling with drugs and diet. which is what they've been doing since he left the hospital last time.
don told me that he was put into the hospital hole for two days. he went in on thursday and they put him in the hole on saturday. they said he was misusing his drugs which i think means they think he was hoarding or selling his meds. he said he was so pissed but he didn't cause any problems. he was trying not to cry when he told me. i asked him if he was misusing his meds and he said not any more than everyone else. i am going to have more words with him regarding this on thursday when he calls. i understand that he needs money and if he's in the hospital, then the guy i send money to, can't get anything to don. so, that means i would have to send money to him directly and they will then take 50% of it. this is fucking ridiculous. i am going to confront don and tell him he can't not take his meds. period
the doctor told the SW that he would not recommend a compassionate release unless this (monitoring meds and diet) doesn't work and that people with this disease have lived for a long time. okay, wait, really? cirrohsis of the liver is not something you LIVE with, period.
this all hurts my head. i just wish something would happen. jme get a job. don die. i know that sounds so shitty of me but damn..... i'm tired of worryng about all of it.
nuff said
