Don again

I totally understand that family and friends are now feeling remorse and guilt for not keeping in touch with Don regardless of where he was.  I do understand.  What I don't understand is why this woman (Bianca, who is Don's younger son's mother's sister) is sooooooooooo concerned about how he died and how I was notified and what is going to happen to his ashes.  I've been going back and forth with her on fb messages and today I've had it.  The last conversation I had with Don about her was him saying that she only comes up as an excuse to fuck her boyfriend (she's married) and when she comes, she only talks about herself and her problems.  That's what he told me.  Am I supposed to believe that he felt different since now she's all of a sudden become one of his closest friends?  It doesn't make sense.


On another note, my brother Gene may meet us in Morro Bay.  He feels bad that he's coming now, after the fact but I think he needs to deal with it by coming with me and I can handle that.  I will not close the door on him.  He will get another chance with me and with Mom.  I hope I don't regret it.

Don

we're going to Morro Bay on Sunday.  might be our last trip.

we will be going to the mortuary on Monday to collect his remains and the prison will be mailing me all his personal effects.

not sure how i feel about this right now.

he wanted his ashes to be scattered in the mountains but for now he's staying with me for a little while.  whether he likes it or not.  then i will decide.


i would love to take him to the smokey mountains.  he would love how green everything is.