It's yucky outside.  And I think it's going to rain.  But Jamie still took me out for a Dairy Queen Cookies and Cream Blizzard today.  Man after my own heart.  Traffic already sucks in Mission Valley.   Rude drivers, stupid drivers and drivers on their damn cell phone.  I am not embarrassed to say that I do two things that my Mother would smack me for:

1)  Holler at people on their cell phone.  Get their attention and tell them what assholes they are.

2)  Holler at people that drive fast in parking lots.  I've been known to stand in their way to tell them.

I know.  It's stupid but it makes me feel better so that's all I care about.

I am making way too much food for Turkey day.  It's just Jamie, Gary and me but I can't help myself. I must have all these foods on that day.  I obviously have too much time on my hands.

It's just the dishes that I hate afterwards but then that's why I have Jamie.  

Don's calling me tonight at 7pm per his Social Worker.  I can't wait to hear his voice.  And I know he's just as excited as I am right this moment.

Will write more after my call.

I am waiting patiently for his phone call.  Now I'm looking for the time every 5 minutes and it's going so slow so slow so slow.

Talked to my Amykins today (smiling real big right now).  No matter what the topic, I enjoy hearing her voice and I miss her so mucn.  By the way, I'm not just saying it cuz she reads this either.  I'd tell her to her face.  And I will.  The next time I see her.

Promise you that!

He Called!!!!!


And the doctors say his tumors are shrinking and they have him on antibiotics and he has to take them until December 12th and he might just be getting better.


I can't believe it
He told a nurse that he was just upset that they were so quick to say he was dying but she said that all signs pointed to that when he was admitted.  I'm relieved but afraid that he's not out of the woods yet.  But I will sleep much better.


He's calling me on Turkey Day and I'm happy.