I am going to be sharing my "blogournaling" soon.  hmmmmmmm, she says!

Why am I so hesitate about sharing these vignettes of ramblings?  hmmmmmm, she says again!

It's all good.

I made Meatloffington today!  Yummo!  I should make homemade macaroni and cheese.  No wait, NO MORE cooking.  Too many leftovers already.  Breathing deeply.

  

Got a letter from Don today dated Nov 11th.  He said he had a 4 phase CT scan on the 12th.  He talked to a Doctor Campbell.  Don requested an appt with Dr. Lewis to discuss the results.  He said he wants to be active in his treatment if it was possible.  He wrote, "One part of me wants to find out the results now and another part of me doesn't want to know.  It's kind of wierd but I don't feel like I'm dying."

And then he said, "I just watched part of the Oprah show with Marie Osmond.  She is really one hell of a woman.  She has gone through alot of pain in her life.  She reminds me of you.  You know you have gone through a hell of alot and I feel like I've lived through some of it with you.  You are an incredible woman."

Tissue, I need tissue.

We have always started our letters to each other with:  Hi Ugly!  Always.

Today, it said Hi Ugly, Not really.  Hi Beautiful!!

More tissue please.

I have always known he loved me.  Never doubted it.  Never will.

Side note:

I am so excited about my new household weapon!!  We bought a Shark Vac then Steam piece of machinery yesterday.  This morning I whipped it out and threw my back out at the same time.  Sheeeeeesh  WTF!  I'm fine and I still like my Sharky.  But Really?

Survivor, Criminal Minds, here I come