really really high southerly winds last night, whipping my poor plants and flowers all over the damn place.
i did take them down for most of yesterday and all night.
they like the wetness but not the hard southern wind and hard rain.
Making a couple of meat loaves tonight.
one to eat and one to freeze
is there any other way?
Don called today
YEAH!!!!
he sounded great and said he's doing well
i think he holds back and doesn't tell me everything
his way of protecting me
we see him a week from today
DOUBLE YEAH!!!
he's scheduled for a CT scan either monday or tuesday
but won't have the results by the time we get there. and he was soooooooo excited about my photo card sale!!! so much joy in his voice. so much joy in my heart.
change subject:
mom said something the other day that i can't stop thinking about.
every day when we talk, she asks if i've heard from Kas or received that phone message thingies (that's what she calls texting).
she asked, "how come Kasey doesn't call you very often?
if it was me, i'd bug you to call me."
i told Mom, that i don't bug Kas to call me and that's the difference.
"She's not you, Mom."
and as much as i understand she has her own life, i do long for her to call every couple of days and text a hundred times more often than she does but i can't tell her that. that's not how our relationship has ever been and i can't make her do for me what i do for Mom. it's a different situation, i know that.
but still....
considering the yucky weather and a little headhurt, i feel pretty good today. dark clouds over the debating devils in my head aren't so bad. i've been able to keep them away through this blog and getting my pictures ready for anyone's purchase. keeping busy helping Jme paint and do other chores, cleaning the house and now getting ready for our road trip to see Don.
